Thursday’s Three Hundred: Willow Hall Romance, Book 4, Chapter 18

At All Costs: A Pride and Prejudice Variation Novel

In case you missed it:  Prologue, Chapter 1A, Chapter 1B, Chapter 2A, Chapter 2B, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15, Chapter 16, Chapter 17

Having the connections Bingley did to Darcy, the Dobneys, and Mr. Williams, two days proved to be sufficient time for Bingley and Jane to acquire a house in Kympton. It was not a grand house, but it was not tiny either. There were three rooms for sleeping, a fine, though not spacious, dining room, a study, and two small sitting rooms — the larger one for entertaining and the other for quiet evenings at home.

Aunt Tess saw to the staffing, and Cecily and Aunt Gardiner made certain that the house itself was ready to receive its new master and mistress, while Mary Ellen and Lucy helped Jane alter one of her dresses to make it more fitting of a wedding ceremony. So, it was on the third day after Bingley and Richard had returned from town that Jane found herself standing at the front of the church next to Bingley and Darcy and Elizabeth. Philip conducted the ceremony, and then, they all travelled to Pemberley for the wedding breakfast.

The feast was set out in the garden, and after they had eaten, many guests and the happy couples enjoyed a stroll along the garden paths. Eventually, Bingley and Darcy relinquished their holds on their ladies as others claimed them for a few moments. Darcy wandered to a quiet corner, while Bingley ventured further down the path toward the middle of the garden. There were two guests in particular with whom he wished to have a conversation.

Richard must have seen him, for Bingley was not many steps into his pursuit when the colonel fell in step with him.

“You have not yet told Harris of your decision, have you?” Bingley asked.

“No, I had thought to call on him tomorrow.” He tipped his head and looked at Bingley. “Am I correct in assuming that my call will be unnecessary after this.”

Bingley smiled. “You may still call. I am certain there are papers that require signatures.”

“There are, but not quite yet. The ones I had, I have sent back with my regrets in being unable to secure a man for the position.” It had not been something he had wanted to do, but after consulting with all the injured parties, it had become clear that it might be the best course of action. If it were not for a slight uneasiness that Harris might still be playing a role, he would have been happy to send the papers back, but that uneasiness was still there.

“Mrs. Harris,” Bingley greeted the lady in front of him with a bow. “I am pleased to finally have a chance to speak to you beyond a how do you do.”

Mrs. Priscilla Harris dipped a curtsey.

“Might we take this path?” Bingley extended an arm to Mrs. Harris and motioned to his left. Harris looked nervously at Bingley but allowed his wife to take Bingley’s arm. They walked along for a few feet commenting on the weather and the flowers as well as extending words of congratulations to each other regarding their marriages.

Then, when they were far enough away from any other guests, Bingley began his true purpose for seeking out the Harrises. “I am not normally an unpleasant man, Mrs. Harris, but I find I must be slightly so. I do apologize for any discomfort my words may give, but they are necessary.”

Mrs. Harris looked at Bingley and then over her shoulder at her husband. “Of…of course,” she stammered.

Bingley led her to a grouping of benches tucked under a tree with a sprawling canopy. “There is no easy way to ask this, I am afraid, but you should know that your answer will go no further than this spot. I am not the sort to spread tales.” He gave a significant look to Harris. “Do not answer for her.” There was a gentle warning in his voice.

Harris nodded.

“Mrs. Harris, I have been led to believe that your cousin, who is in your care, is not truly your cousin. Oh, there is a family resemblance, to be certain. She looks very much like you.” He was watching Priscilla’s face closely and did not miss the fear in her eyes before she dropped her gaze. “The story I was told was most horrific, and I will not repeat it. However, I must verify that it is true and not a tale invented to garner sympathy and avoid just punishment.” He paused for just a moment. “Is the child yours?” he asked softly and then waited until she responded with a small nod. “Who is the father?”

She shook her head.

“Forgive me, but I must know. It is important in regards to your husband’s future.”

Large questioning eyes looked from Bingley to Harris and back, then flicked away to look down the path as she whispered, “my father.”

“Forgive me,” Bingley said once again. “Was the child conceived through force on the day your father died?”

Mrs. Harris covered her face and nodded.

“Thank you,” Bingley said softly, laying a gentle hand on her shoulder for a moment. “I truly would not have put you through this pain if it were not necessary.” He looked at Harris. “It seems you did indeed do what you did to protect the one you love.”

“That is what I said,” Harris replied. “I would do whatever is necessary to protect her.”

“But you must understand,” said Bingley, “you have acted dishonorably, so your words and actions naturally fall under more severe scrutiny. Not only did you gossip, but you loved one while courting another.”

There was a small gasp from Mrs. Harris.

“I shall allow you to explain that last bit to your wife, Harris, but the rumors, I will address. Miss Bennet is as pure as the driven snow, as are her sisters. Not one has ever seduced a man.”

“But Miss Lydia…” Harris began.

“No.” Bingley’s voice was firm. “She is many things, but a light skirt is not one of them.” He drew a breath and released it. “She is now my sister, and I will abide no disparagement of her. What was said of me matters little to me except where it pertains to my wife.”

He leaned forward toward Harris. “You see this is where you and I are alike. I will do whatever is necessary to protect those I love — Jane, her sisters, and all attached to them. My own sister, I have effectively disowned for her role in this whole affair. And Wickham — well, he will not be able to harm either my family or yours.”

Harris’s eyes grew wide.

“He is not dead,” said Richard.

“Although by now, he probably wishes he was,” replied Bingley with a small grin. “The rolling of the sea for days on end can be unpleasant at first.”

Harris eyed Bingley cautiously. “He is no longer in England?” he asked.

Bingley shrugged. “Technically, it is still part of the empire, but no, he is not in England. However, that, just like the story about your wife’s father, goes no further than here. I will repeat. I will do whatever is necessary to protect those I love.” There was no mistaking the threat in Bingley’s voice.

“Understood,” said Harris. “He is truly gone?”

Bingley nodded. “He is.” He turned to Mrs. Harris. “Which means you are also safe.” He smiled as she looked toward him. “I do not blame you for your actions. I believe they were justified.”

He turned back to Harris. “Now, this is the bit where you find out your fate. I have convinced Colonel Fitzwilliam that there is no need for you to be transferred to any other unit. Your point of it being more effective to have you where you could be reminded of your transgression was valid. You will remain under the authority of the man betrothed to the lady you disparaged and eventually, you will return here to live among us. There will not be a day that passes where you will not be reminded of your good fortune in being allowed to live where you please with those you love.” He rose. “There is only one thing remaining. I have chosen to believe you repentant of your crimes.”

“I am,” said Harris.

Bingley smiled at Richard. “Then you will find it therapeutic for your soul to do your best to repeal the mischief you and my sister have created.”

“I will,” Harris assured him.

“Very good,” replied Bingley. “I should not like to have to deal with you as I have Wickham.” He held Harris’s gaze.

“You shall not have to,” said Harris. He opened his mouth to speak and then closed it again as if unsure if he should continue. Then, obviously deciding it would be acceptable to speak, he added, “You are not what I thought. You are very gentlemanly.”

Bingley inclined his head in acceptance of the compliment and then with a smirk added, “I may have been taught good principles, but do not forget that the blood of a tradesman flows through me. And we tradesmen are a roguish lot when we need to be.” He lifted a brow, and although he spoke playfully, Harris’s expression showed that he understood the full weight of the words. “Now, I must get back to my wife. I will leave you to explain about your intentions where Miss Bennet were concerned to your wife.”

Richard chuckled as they walked away. “You could be terrifying if you ever claimed political power.”

Bingley shuddered. “There is no need to fear that. I have no desire to be bored endlessly with lectures and debate.”

“Nor do I,” said Richard. “Thankfully, you do not have an earl attempting to convince you that a seat in parliament is a thing to be desired.”

Bingley grinned. “Having a friend with political clout could be useful.”

Richard groaned. “It will not happen.”

Bingley clapped him on the shoulder. “Well, if by some stroke of ill luck you find yourself with a political position, I promise to help make it more interesting.”

“I shall hold you to that promise,” Richard said once he had finished having a good chuckle at the comment.

“We found you.” Jane greeted them with a brilliant smile, dropping Darcy’s arm and taking Bingley’s.

“I hope you did not think I had abandoned you,” Bingley said, covering Jane’s hand that lay on his arm with his own. He had been gone for an extended amount of time, and without telling her where he would be. “I had a small matter of business with which to deal.”

“Business?” Jane blinked in surprise.

“The rumors — or more precisely, the source of the rumors,” Bingley explained.

“You approached Harris about those rumors at our wedding breakfast?” Darcy’s brows were lifted high.

“I did,” said Bingley. “It seems a most effective place to do so. Harris was not expecting it, and so, I had the advantage.”

Darcy shook his head. “And I suppose Richard went along to scare the man into submission.” There was a playful smile on Darcy’s lips and a knowing look in his eye. Although he would not admit it aloud at this moment, Darcy was not unaware that Bingley was capable of uttering and carrying through on a threat. Neither Bingley nor Richard had been allowed to rest until Darcy had had the full story — or at least as much as Bingley was willing to share of the story — about how Wickham had been convinced to board a ship to India.

“Bingley needs no help from me,” said Richard with a wink. “A fierceness lies behind that pleasant facade.”

Bingley could feel his face flush at the compliment. “My father taught me many things, but the one he stressed more than any other was that a man must protect that which is dear to him at all costs.” He looked down at Jane. “It is a principle that I will neither forget nor ignore.” He lifted her hand to his lips. “Shall we go home, my dear?”

Her lips quivered slightly, and her eyes shimmered as she nodded.

And with a word of farewell to Darcy, Elizabeth, and Richard, they began to make their way to Bingley’s carriage that stood ready on the driveway in front of the house.

“You threatened Captain Harris for me?” Jane asked as they walked.

Bingley shrugged. “I reminded him that I would not allow him to harm the ones I love. It may have been threatening.”

“That is sweet.”

Bingley chuckled. “I have never heard a threat called sweet, but if you insist, I will allow it to be.”

Jane stopped walking. “You defended my honor. That to a lady is sweet and noble and…” she sighed, “quite worthy of a kiss.”

“I will not argue,” he said, dipping his head to kiss her.

Her face fairly glowed with happiness as they resumed walking. “Was your business in town truly business, or was it like today’s business — another attempt to defend my honor?”

Bingley shook his head.

“You will not tell me, Husband?”

He smiled at the appellation. “I cannot deny you a thing,” he answered, “but it must remain between us.” He handed her into the carriage.

“I can keep a secret,” she said as she settled into her seat. “You may tell me.”

He took his place next to her. “I will, but not until we are home.” For if threatening Harris was worthy of a kiss, then banishing Wickham was certainly worth far more.

Jane furrowed her brows, and her lips puckered slightly in displeasure before serenity once again washed over her features. His breath caught in his chest at her loveliness and his heart felt as if it would burst from the joy he felt in having won such a woman. He placed an arm around her shoulder and pulled her close. “How fortunate I am,” he said.

She looked up from where her head rested on his shoulder. “How fortunate we both are.”

He smiled and then dipped his head to kiss her. She was a jewel — rare and valuable, far more dear than anything could ever be, and she was his. Theirs would be a happy life. He would see to it. She would want for nothing, and she would never have reason to doubt him again, for he would see her heart protected at all costs.


More in the Willow Hall Romance Series

Find this book at your favourite store.

A Pride and Prejudice Prequel ~ Willow Hall Romance, Book 1

Events from the past combined with threats in the present threaten to tear Lucy and Philip apart unless Darcy can help his friends save their blossoming love and rid Lucy of her uncle once and for all.Click cover image to find that book in your favorite store.

Click cover image to find this book in your favorite store.


The Tenant's Guest (1)

A Pride and Prejudice Variation Novella ~ Willow Hall Romance, Book 2

When Fitzwilliam Darcy bought Willow Hall, he thought he was helping a friend escape an untenable situation.  Little did he know he was purchasing a second chance for his own happiness.

Click cover image to find this book in your favorite store.

So Very UnexpectedA Pride and Prejudice Variation Novella, Willow Hall Romance Book 3

Lydia Bennet only meant to surprise her sisters and enjoy some fun. She thought she had planned well enough to avoid any disagreeable consequence, but she did not. However, when plans go awry, the results, much like the lady who made them, can be very unexpected.


Music Monday: Enchanted ~ Period Drama Montage

Today, along with writing news and a writing excerpt, I thought I would share this fan video that YouTube was so kind as to suggest that I needed to view. :) I think it is very well done —

SpellboundStudios. “Enchanted ~ Period Drama Montage.” YouTube. YouTube, 31 July 2012. Web. 22 Apr. 2017.

— and I enjoyed the song, so I added this video to my Music Meets Movies playlist. I’m up to 72 videos on that list now. It’s a great place to take a short break between writing projects. And this was a week full of projects.  Let me list a few of them for you.

  • Tuesday was the official release day for Discovering Mr. Darcy on all retailers. It was a good launch with the book ranking fairly high in some of its categories, and it already has 7 reviews the last time I looked.  Thank you to all who purchased and to those who reviewed as well.
  • The print copy of that book finally came and, after a slight tweak, it was approved and is now available for purchase.
  • Because of the way the epilogue flows from Discovering Mr. Darcy to Not An Heiress, I wanted to have Not an Heiress available for people to preorder when they finished reading Discovering Mr. Darcy.  That meant getting a file transferred into the proper format, writing a book description, filling in all the information required on all my retailers, and setting a date.  As it is booked right now, Not an Heiress will release on June 20, 2017.  This is the first time I have placed a book on preorder before it has entered the final stages of editing, so I will admit to being a bit nervous. However, I believe, I have set aside enough time to complete all the editing that needs to be done before the deadline for the final manuscript upload. In fact, I should have first round edits completed by the end of this week.
  • I mainly focused on With the Colonel’s Help during my writing hours this past week, but I did write a few words that are the beginning of what I am planning to make a short story to go with At All Costs, although I have this sneaking suspicion it could end up being a bit longer than a short story. :)  Oh, and At All Costs has been sent to my final editor for reading. That story will be available May 18, 2017 (hopefully 😉 ).

So, as you can see, this was a busy week of varied activities, which meant lots of opportunities to watch Music Meets Movies videos as I transitioned from one activity to another. :)

Now, to chose a bit of the writing that I did this last week.  While I managed to add around four thousand words to With the Colonel’s Help, I think I will give you a peek at those first 700+ words from the rough draft of the story about Caroline, which has no title as of yet. Be prepared for a surprising Mr. Hurst in this scene.

EXCERPT FROM Caroline’s Tale:  Continue reading Music Monday: Enchanted ~ Period Drama Montage

Thursday’s Three Hundred: Willow Romance, Book 4, Chapter 17

At All Costs: A Pride and Prejudice Variation Novel

In case you missed it:  Prologue, Chapter 1A, Chapter 1B, Chapter 2A, Chapter 2B, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15, Chapter 16

After half a week in London, one day in Hertfordshire, and two more on the road, Richard and Bingley finally returned to Derbyshire.  Wickham had been delivered to Portsmouth and set sail.  Mr. Bennet had been called upon, and, with a minimum of teasing from the man, permission for Bingley to marry Jane had been granted.  All that remained to be done was for Richard to give Harris his new documents and instructions, and that would be accomplished within the next two days.

Harris was not who either gentleman desired to see first upon their return.  However, that is exactly whom they encountered upon their arrival at Willow Hall.  He was just departing and met them on the road.

“I was just sharing my news.”  He glanced nervously back at Willow Hall.  “I have located Priscilla.  My parents are well-pleased to hear that she is well and has been caring for her cousin, who was orphaned not long after she arrived to live at her aunt’s home.  I did surprise them, however, by not waiting to marry as one should but impulsively snatching her away to Gretna Green.”

Richard tipped his head and studied Harris’s face.  The captain’s expression appeared to be open and honest if a tad bit uneasy.  “And have you informed any of them about your desire to sail to Canada?”

Harris swallowed.  “Is it still necessary?”

Richard nodded.  “I have the paperwork in my satchel.  The arrangements have been made. Your signature is all that remains to be added.”

“But Canada?” asked Harris.  “Could I not be sent to Newcastle?”

Richard blew out a breath.  “You sullied Bingley’s name as well as all the Bennets’ and your own cousin.”

Harris nodded slowly. “Yes, I know.  It was wrong, but I had a reason for part of it — not that it makes it right or more acceptable even, but surely you can understand the need to protect a person you love.”  Harris looked down at the reins he held in his hand.  “Would it not be worse for me to be here where I can feel the full weight of my sin?” He looked up at Richard. “I shall always be reminded of my error if I must face the ones I have wronged.”

Richard’s brows drew together, and his lips puckered slightly.  Harris had a point.  Richard very much doubted that Marcus, Darcy, or Bingley would ever let Harris forget what he had done.  A small smile pulled at one side of Richard’s mouth. If any of those men did soften towards Harris, there was always Lydia to take up the cause.  Yes, perhaps Harris was correct. It might be best if the man were exactly where he could constantly be reminded of his failing.  Richard’s brows flicked upward. “It is an idea that is not without merit.  However, it was not just I who was offended.  I must discuss this option with all whose names you dishonored.”  He gave a tip of his head in dismissal.  “I will contact you after I have had all the necessary discussions.”

“I thank you, Colonel,” said Harris.

Richard watched him go.  “Was I too easy on him?” he asked Bingley.

Bingley chuckled as they started up the drive. “I think not.  He had a good argument.”

Richard sighed. “Aye, but was he being honest?”

Bingley shrugged.  “There is no way of truly knowing, I suppose.”

“True,” Richard agreed.

“But there will be many around to keep him on the straight and narrow.” Bingley turned toward Richard with a smirk. “And I do have access to a ship or two if we should need.”

Richard laughed as he slid from his horse and tossed the reins to a waiting groom.  “It was a heady time sending one scoundrel packing.” He clapped Bingley on the shoulder.  “I would gladly do so again with you if needed.”

Bingley nodded his thanks but whispered as the door to Willow Hall opened, revealing Darcy coming to greet them, “Just do not tell Darcy that.”

Richard chuckled.  “Have no fear, my friend. That is one lecture I do not wish to hear.”

“Nor do I,” said Bingley.  “Darcy! Have you missed us so much that you must be the first to greet us?”

Darcy laughed.  “No, I just know, since your ladies are within, that as soon as you are in their presence, I will not be able to get the information from you that I need.”

“And what information is that?” asked Richard.  He knew precisely what it was that Darcy wished to know, but giving the information without at least a small amount of taunting seemed rather a dull method.

“Was your trip a success?” Darcy asked.

“Indeed it was,” Bingley replied.  “Wickham set sail for India, Mr. Bennet gave me his blessing, and Harris — well, he seems repentant.  Oh!” Bingley patted his pocket. “I have also secured a special license.  All I need now is a home for my bride.”

“You saw Harris?” Darcy asked.

“We did. Just at the road,” said Bingley.  “He said he is married.”

Darcy nodded.  “Will you not be keeping Netherfield?” He turned and began walking toward the house with them.

“I shall allow Jane to decide. If she wishes to be near her parents, then I will keep Netherfield, but if she prefers to remain close to Elizabeth, then we will search for an estate within a day’s drive of Pemberley.”

“That seems reasonable.”  Darcy turned toward Richard.  “Your father found Elizabeth to be delightful and has returned to Matlock to tell your mother that you are betrothed.  I had to produce Mary Ellen and allow her to confirm the fact before he was willing to accept it.”  Darcy chuckled.  “I believe he had come to the conclusion that you would never marry.  He wishes to know your intentions regarding your inheritance and your commission.  I told him that I would mention it and that you would answer as soon as you were able.”

Richard drew in a breath and released it.  “I am certain Mother will have given him my answer for me before I have even thought of it.”

Darcy chuckled. “So you will also be within a day’s drive.”

“Soon,” said Richard.  “But not immediately.  I cannot just leave my men to anyone.”  He stepped into the house behind Darcy.  A smile wiped away any arguments that might have followed, for there, standing in the entryway next to Jane was Mary Ellen.  “Miss Dobney,” he said, taking her hand and lifting it to his lips.

“Mrs. Abbot thought you and Mr. Bingley might wish to stretch your legs in the garden before sitting for a cup of tea,” explained Mary Ellen.

“Did she?”  Richard lifted a quizzical brow; a spark of mischief gleamed in his eye.  “Can I not just kiss you here?”

Mary Ellen blushed.  “You may kiss me here and in the garden.”  She lifted onto her toes and placed her lips on his. “I have missed you.”

He smiled and wrapped his arms around her, pulling her firmly against his chest.  “And I have missed you,” he said before kissing her in return.  It was just a brief kiss — nowhere near the sort of kiss he wished to give her, but with his cousin, as well as Bingley and Jane as an audience, a proper greeting that told her exactly how much he had missed her would have to wait. “Shall we?” he asked as he released her and offered her his arm.

“There is a lovely path through the woods,” Darcy offered with a chuckle before ducking into the sitting room.

“Your journey was good?” Jane asked as she and Bingley followed Richard and Mary Ellen from the house and around to the garden.

“It was. Everything has been settled,” Bingley answered with a smile.  “I stopped at Longbourn. Your mother was pleased to see me.”

“Just my mother?” Jane asked in surprise.

Bingley chuckled.  “Your father was welcoming as well.  In fact, he has given me permission to marry his eldest daughter.”

Jane wrapped both arms around Bingley’s and laid her head on his shoulder.  “That is very good news.”

He looked down to see her looking up at him. There was a happiness in her eyes that outshone her lovely smile. “You will still have me, then?”

“Most happily.”

The sense of being fortunate beyond what he deserved nearly overwhelmed him, and he said as much to Jane. She, of course, did not agree. It was not he who was fortunate but herself.

“My darling Jane,” he began as they circled the large tree at the far end of the garden and stopped just where it stood between them and the house. “I shall not always be disagreeable,” he turned to face her, taking her hands in his, “but on this one point, I must be.  You, dearest, deserve better than a man who was so easily persuaded to desert you.”  He placed a finger on her lip to prevent her protest. “But I will be hanged if I am going to allow you the opportunity to find such a man.  You are mine.”

“Indeed, I am,” Jane agreed.

Bingley lifted her hand and brushed his lips across her knuckles.  “I have a special license.”  The way her eyes grew wide in surprise was delightful.  He was certain he would never get tired of watching her face.

“How do you do that?” he asked.  “There is a peace and serenity about your expression even when you are startled, happy, or even hurt.  It is as if nothing stirs your composure.”

Her cheeks flushed, and she ducked her head. “It is my nature, I suppose, as well as years of practice.” She peeked up at him, a mischievous smile on her lips.  “You have met my mother, have you not?”

Bingley laughed.  “I have.”

“If I were to become distressed and out of sorts every time she did or said something shocking,” she shrugged, “it would be frowned on more greatly than it is, and my father would be spoken of as lacking.  It is easier to calm the waters with a smile than a frown.”  She laughed lightly. “But, I assure you, I possess a temper and am quite capable of being in a bad humor.  You may ask Lizzy. She has borne the brunt of it; however, compared to Lydia or Kitty or even Lizzy, my temper is mild.”

“I believe your temper to be perfect,” Bingley said with a smile, “for if you were not so gentle and forgiving, I would not be so happily attached to such a wonderful lady, which once again proves how very fortunate I am.”  He chuckled at the way her delightful lips pursed in displeasure briefly, and then, unable to resist the urge any longer, he gathered her into his arms and kissed her.

“I do not wish to wait to marry you,” said Jane when Bingley finally allowed her to speak.

Bingley smiled.  “We are of the same mind then. It is why I obtained the license, after all.”  He held her close and rested his chin on the top of her head.  “But there are matters to consider. I would not have our wedding be a patched up affair — especially with the rumors that are circulating.”

Jane squeezed him tightly.  “I do not care about the rumors. Those who matter know the truth, and everyone else will soon figure out that they have been duped.  You are an honorable man.”

“And you a virtuous woman.”  He kissed the top of her head.  However, he was not as certain as she that the rumors would die so easily.

“We could marry with Lizzy and Mr. Darcy,” Jane suggested. “I know Lizzy would not mind.”

He leaned against the trunk of the tree, pulling her with him. It did feel good to have her here in his arms.  A bit of hurry and a few rumors seemed small prices to pay for this pleasure.  “I am certain Darcy would be happy to share his day as well, but where are we to live.  There is Netherfield…” He felt her head shake against his chest.  “Or we could find something in Derbyshire.”  Her contented sigh told him that Derbyshire was her favoured location.  “It will take time to find an estate.”

“Philip may know of a place that could be rented,” Jane suggested hopefully, “if it would not be too great an expense,” she added. His chuckle rumbled through his chest below her ear.  “You already have the expense of Netherfield,” she argued.

“Are you attempting to persuade me to stay in Derbyshire or return to Netherfield, my sweet.”

She pulled away slightly so that she could look at him.  “I am merely attempting to be wise.  Just because one has money does not mean one should spend it without careful consideration.”

“My accounts will not run dry. I believe we can afford a to rent a place and still purchase an estate even with the upkeep of Netherfield until such time as the lease ends.”

Her brows furrowed.  “You are certain?”

“Have you so little faith in me?”

Her eyes grew wide.  “No, it is not that. I trust you completely, but my mother has always spent without thought, and I do not wish to be my mother.”

He kissed her forehead.  “You could never be your mother.”

“Thank you,” she said as she placed her head back on his chest. “I love you,” she said softly.

“And I love you,” he replied.  They stood just as they were discussing what each might wish for in an estate and then, finally, as Richard and Mary Ellen appeared from the woods, Bingley pushed off the tree, gave Jane one more kiss, and tucked her hand in the crook of his arm.  “We should let Darcy and Elizabeth know of our plans.”


More in the Willow Hall Romance Series

Find this book at your favourite store.

A Pride and Prejudice Prequel ~ Willow Hall Romance, Book 1

Events from the past combined with threats in the present threaten to tear Lucy and Philip apart unless Darcy can help his friends save their blossoming love and rid Lucy of her uncle once and for all.Click cover image to find that book in your favorite store.

Click cover image to find this book in your favorite store.


The Tenant's Guest (1)

A Pride and Prejudice Variation Novella ~ Willow Hall Romance, Book 2

When Fitzwilliam Darcy bought Willow Hall, he thought he was helping a friend escape an untenable situation.  Little did he know he was purchasing a second chance for his own happiness.

Click cover image to find this book in your favorite store.

So Very UnexpectedA Pride and Prejudice Variation Novella, Willow Hall Romance Book 3

Lydia Bennet only meant to surprise her sisters and enjoy some fun. She thought she had planned well enough to avoid any disagreeable consequence, but she did not. However, when plans go awry, the results, much like the lady who made them, can be very unexpected.


Music Monday: Let Her Go, Passenger/Break of Reality

Today, along with some writing news and a short story excerpt, I have the same song two times for you.  The first video is an instrumental cover of Passenger’s “Let Her Go” by Break of Reality. This video is on my writing playlist (no lyrics means it can play while I write).

Break of Reality. “Let Her Go – Passenger Cello Cover by Break of Reality.” YouTube. YouTube, 13 May 2014. Web. 15 Apr. 2017.

The second video (below) is a lyrics video that someone created. I thought I would share that one for those who might be curious as to what the words to the song are. It’s not a happy song, but I have not been writing happy stuff this week (see excerpt), so it fits.

Marcohordijk. “Passenger – Let Her Go (Lyrics).” YouTube. YouTube, 15 Dec. 2012. Web. 15 Apr. 2017.

So what have I been doing this week in my writing life?

  • I was worked on getting the print version of Discovering Mr. Darcy ready.  That was not easily done as my computer did not wish to play nice with CreateSpace for a couple of days, and then, I forgot to change the font colour on the spine and didn’t notice until I got the digital proof back. That has been fixed, and I finally have a print proof on its way for approval. They say that I should have it by April 25th.  I am hoping I have it sooner. 😉


  • I finished Not An Heiress — the epilogue is done! And it was fun writing a little bit about the Darcy and Fitzwilliam children. :)  And I began first round edits on the story in preparation for June publication. Although this story will not be ready to release for a couple of months, I am hoping to have a preorder up for it by Tuesday, so that when readers finish DMD, they can order NAH and be ready to continue the story that the epilogue of DMD hints at.


  • I returned to writing With the Colonel’s Help just in time for the story to take a sad, angsty turn. As a result, writing times have been shorter and word counts have been less because I struggle with the emotions of writing things like this in large doses. I internalize the emotions — happy or sad — when writing and reading. I have needed a longer “decompression” time after those sections. The good news is I think the story should be through its darkest part very soon, and then I can get things set right. That should be easier (and faster) to write.

And now for…

A SHORT EXCERPT FROM With The Colonel’s HelpContinue reading Music Monday: Let Her Go, Passenger/Break of Reality

Thursday’s Three Hundred: Willow Romance, Book 4, Chapter 16

At All Costs: A Pride and Prejudice Variation Novel

In case you missed it:  Prologue, Chapter 1A, Chapter 1B, Chapter 2A, Chapter 2B, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15

The sun was setting as Bingley and Richard wound their way through the streets of London.  They had paused long enough upon arrival to leave their bags at Bingley’s townhouse and for Bingley to stop at his solicitor’s to check on the progress of marriage papers and a special license.  Now, however, they had left the favourable portion of town and slowly made their way down toward the river.

Bingley waved to some chap who was seated on a crate marking things off in his notebook.

“She sails at dawn,” the man called.

“Where to?” Bingley called back.

The man wore a large grin. “Portsmouth.”

A gull swooped and called as Bingley drew his horse close to the man.  “And my package?”

“Plenty of room,” said the man standing, “and not a question to be answered.  Always looking for an extra set of hands to man the ropes and hoist the cargo.”

“He’ll not be a willing worker.” Bingley knew how hard the men on these ships worked. His father had made him take a turn at it a time or two.  It was, according to his father, the best way to learn about and appreciate the business his family oversaw.  It had been weeks before the blisters had healed completely. But his hands were not fated for callouses, his were destined to write in ledgers and see others do the things that needed to be done. He was to be master — not of a company, but an estate.  Still, he father thought it best to teach him about those who were less blessed with prosperity.

“Not the first reticent squab I’ve dealt with.” The man swore as a dog with a piece of bread in its mouth raced between his legs attempting to escape the lad that chased it.  He eyed the colonel cautiously.  “As long as the cur can stand and function, he’ll be of use.”  There was a hint of a warning in the man’s voice.

“No promises,” muttered Richard.  He would like nothing better than to send Wickham off to sea without two good legs or arms.

The man raised a brow and chortled.  “Not just you wishin’ to see him off?” he said to Bingley.

“We are but two,” Bingley replied.  “It would be best if he were kept below until you have set sail.”

“Aye, a sneaky scoundrel, is he?”

“Among other things,” Richard replied.  His horse stepped sideways as impatient as his master to be going.

“If you see my uncle while in port, give him my greetings.”  Bingley gave a bow of his head and moved a short distance down the road before dismounting and tying up his horse.  He waited for Richard, then ducked into a tavern and wound his way through the establishment and out a side door.  Across the alley, a large man leaned against the wall of a building, smoking.  Seeing Bingley, he nodded and tipped his head toward the door to his right. Bingley gave a look up and down the narrow passage before entering the building.

“You continue to surprise me,” whispered Richard as he ducked through the door behind Bingley.  “Ever considered espionage?”

Bingley chuckled.  “No, although covert imports did cross my mind when I was younger.”

Richard raised a questioning brow.

Bingley shook his head. “All legal, nothing covert.” A slow smile spread across his face, “Well, until now, I suppose.”

Richard chuckled softly and followed Bingley down a hall and into a room where Wickham sat slumped over a table, a bottle of rum three quarters empty and a scattered deck of cards framing where his head lay.

Bingley motioned for Richard to take a seat and then took one himself as he picked up the bottle of liquor, wiped the top, took a draught, and passed it to Richard.  Richard took the bottle and a gulp of his own, all the while eying Bingley with a mixture of intrigue and appreciation.  Bingley gathered the cards and gave them a shuffle. He also gave Wickham’s leg a nudge with his foot.

“Leave me be,” Wickham muttered.

“I am afraid that is impossible,” said Bingley, discarding the deck of cards and catching the legs of Wickham’s chair with the toes of his boots upset it, sending Wickham sprawling backward.

“What is the meaning of this?” Wickham sputtered as he clambered to his feet.  He swayed slightly as he stood, blinking his eyes as he attempted to focus on the men before him.

Bingley waited patiently until Wickham’s eyes grew wide, and he took an unsteady step backward.

“I’ve heard stories,” said Bingley, rising and moving toward Wickham, who matched Bingley’s every step with a retreating step of his own.  Bingley only smiled and continued to advance, steadily moving his prey toward the wall.  “Lady Catherine visited Derbyshire.”

“Did she?”  Wickham replied, attempting to sound surprised by such news. However, it was a feeble attempt as the fear in his eyes grew.

Bingley nodded.  “She was displeased with Darcy’s choice of bride.”

Wickham’s eyes shifted to look at the door behind Bingley.

“Her curate is a gossip, it seems, but then you knew he would be.”  Bingley placed a hand on each of Wickham’s shoulders and pushed him against the wall.  “You told him about Lydia,” he hissed close to Wickham’s ear.

Wickham attempted to push Bingley away, but Bingley placed his right arm across Wickham’s neck, pushing against it firmly enough to make the man gasp and cough.  “You thought I would not follow through on my promise.” He pressed a bit harder.  “You misjudged me.”

Bingley released Wickham and stepped back.  As he expected, Wickham lunged toward him, attempting to make his fist connect with Bingley’s face but made contact only with the air as Bingley ducked and with a swift jab to the abdomen, doubled Wickham over. Bingley’s fist caught Wickham’s jaw and sent him staggering.  He caught Wickham by the lapels of his jacket and shoved him against the wall once again.  “You have two choices,” he growled, leaning close to Wickham’s ear.  “I leave my associate, who is waiting outside, to do as he will with you, or you accept my offer to leave England and never return.”

“You were  to be in Brighton yesterday.”  Richard sat at the table, legs outstretched, ankles crossed, and flipping through the deck of cards.  He was quite content to see Bingley roughing Wickham up a bit. “Dereliction of duty is frowned upon, and I shall make it known that you deserted. Returning to England is not an option.”

Wickham’s attention shifted from Bingley to Richard, as if seeing the colonel for the first time.

“There is a boat at the dock which sales for Portsmouth at dawn.”  Bingley released Wickham.  “You will be on it.”  He waved to the toppled over chair on the floor.  “Sit.”

Wickham did as instructed.

“I said you would pay with your life if you did not remain silent,” said Bingley, taking his own seat.  “You accepted my money but did not hold up your part of the agreement; therefore, your life belongs to me.”  He pulled three folded documents from his pocket and placed them on the table.

He tapped the first — “fish.”  He tapped the second — “sugar.”  He tapped the third — “spice and tea.”  He passed a hand over the documents. “Newfoundland, the West Indies, or India ─ your choice, but the third would seem to have the greatest potential for seeking your fortune and have the benefit of removing you furthest from me.”

Bingley leaned forward.  “Before you make your decision, hear me and hear me well.  You will not return.  As Colonel Fitzwilliam, has said, you will be labelled a deserter, and rumor has it that you spent the last two nights in the bed of a French woman known to harbour sympathizers.”

Bingley smiled as Wickham’s eyes grew wide.  “Yes, she was selected for you for that very reason.  You did not think you just happily met such a beguiling woman and were successful in bedding her based on your luck and charm alone, did you?” He motioned to the papers on the table.  “Choose.”

Wickham studied his choices, finally, settling on the third option.

“Very good,” said Bingley gathering up the other two papers and placing them back in his pocket.  “Give this to the captain of the ship in the morning. He will see that you make your connection in Portsmouth.”

Bingley rose to leave.  “Your things have been removed from Brighton. They will join you in Portsmouth.”  He turned to leave, but then turned back to Wickham once more and tossed a small bag of coins on the table.  “That with the money you were allowed to win is one month’s pay.  It is the last you will get from me.  Any further meetings will not end so agreeably.”

He gave a nod of his head.  “Good day.  I would wish you a safe journey, but frankly, I do not care if you survive it.”

Richard followed Bingley from the room and back out to the alley where he waited while Bingley relieved himself against the wall as he gave instructions to the burly guard near the door.  His business concluded, he turned to Richard.  “Would you care for a pint here, or would you rather wait until we are closer to Mayfair?”

Richard studied Bingley’s face.  “We need to drink here, do we not?”

“It would be best to have a reason for our horses to be out front,” agreed Bingley.  “Besides, the proprietor was a friend of my fathers.  It would only be polite to pay our respects.”

Richard clapped Bingley on the shoulder.  “Then a pint on me.” They entered the tavern again through the side door.  “Does Darcy have any idea how deviant you can be?”

Bingley’s lips twitched.  “He might.”

Richard’s brows rose.

“How do you expect a tradesman’s son becomes so well acquainted with a man of Darcy’s standing?”

Richard sat down at a table in the corner with Bingley.  “It was not just his penchant to be honorable?”

“No,” Bingley said with a laugh, “although that was part of it.”  As they drank their ale, Bingley regaled Richard with the story of a young Darcy, who had stumbled into a compromising position and was in need of a means of escape.  “A few well-contrived distractions and a knowledge of the servant’s passageways, and we were laughing in the stables with a bottle of pinched port, which we shared with the grooms when the young lady’s mother found us.”

Richard guffawed.  “I cannot see Darcy sitting in the stables drinking port with the grooms.”

“Darcy would have done worse to avoid Miss Thacker.”

“Miss Thacker?”  Richard let out a low whistle. “That was no small escape. She is terrifying.”

Bingley nodded. “And in need of a wealthy gent.”

“So, the grooms vouched for your being in the stables?”

Bingley grinned.  “As did the son of a peer whom we found in a state of dishabille with the lady with whom he has since sired an heir.”

“Anyone I might know?”

Bingley laughed.  “Being the son of a peer yourself, I am fairly certain you would know him; however, I swore to never reveal what I saw. It is a promise I intend to keep.”  Bingley’s brows flicked up and back down quickly.  “I keep my peace not just because it is the right and proper thing to do, but by doing so, I have an ally should the need ever arise.”

Richard snorted and drained the last of his ale.  “Ah, the depths that lie behind such a pleasant exterior.  It is probably best that Darcy befriended you. I shudder to think if you had come under the influence of a less responsible man.”

Bingley’s lips curled into a crooked smile. “Such as yourself?”

Richard rose from the table.  “Indeed.”

Laughing, they exited the tavern, and with a lightness at having rid themselves of a heavy and disagreeable burden, road off on a weaving path back to Mayfair.


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